So confused. So loved. So loving. I adore this lady. But her heart is somewhere else. Yet, she keeps reaching out. I know deep inside her, I remain a treasure in her soul. I need to get away. Give her space. Maybe, she will realize she has indeed a treasure in her hands. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Does it? I want to believe. Yet, my heard wants to wonder somewhere else. Maybe there is a better love waiting for me somewhere. But my heart remains with Shelley. We share a connection hard to replace. Invaluable. Irreplaceable. At times, it feels magic.
The highs and lows of love. They feel confusing. You want to believe in magic of love but disappointment keeps shining the room. Maybe, maybe, this is what love is all about. Before you experience the ultimate joy which is love, you have to go through hurdles, obstacles, disappointments but there is light at end of tunnel.
As of now, lets keep believing. There is magic to be found, if you have the courage to believe. I remain patient.
